Thursday, November 24, 2016

Snowy day in Quebec

It's a beautiful day here in St-Calixte, Quebec.
It's been snowing for the past 4 hours and it's the second time that it's been snowing.
This is what I see from my studio.
I feel so lucky and blessed.
But I haven't been feeling this way sadly lately.
Might as well tell you guys.  After all the medical problems I have been through in the past 10 years, I have been very depressed and I've been feeling, well a bit suicidal.
I have been feeling ashamed to put it down into writing in front of all of you feeling scared to be judged.  But I read somewhere that it was good to write and I also read about someone who was writing about his depression online and it made him feel much better.
There were many people reading, no let me rephrase this. 
There probably are more people reading then people leaving comments.